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callings

And a fog settled over the village.

horticultural


them apples

This people lives on the smell of wild apples that grow there; and if they go far from home, they take some of these apples with them, for as soon as they lose the smell of them they die.
– Travels of Sir John Mandeville (p. 181)

at a loss

There is something outrageous in a person’s misdirecting a traveller who has lost his way and then leaving him to himself in error, yet what is that compared with causing someone to go astray in himself? The lost traveller, after all, has a consolation that the country around him is constantly changing, and with every [...]

first fruits

Offerings to the deity in the University of Pennsylvania Museum of Archaeology and Anthropology.

emptied nest

Ain’t nobody here.

moments of lethargy

We move slowly in the fading shadows of the morning, with a lazy, ritual weight of action.

another day


teatime

Life is too short for this book which smells of potpourri and afternoons misspent in faded floretry. I cannot tell whether it is the cloying stink or the dullness of the matter (promising to tend where I do not care to follow: to gossip and muddle and the human failing of overestimated importance) that caused [...]

aridity

Under the window-seat in the back parlor, where wasps die and desiccate, the memories are kept, unlocked, unbidden, and inaccessible – mint-green florilegium, pallor bred under the western sun. The thought makes me sleepy.

bright lights

NW Thurman St at 24th Ave.

It’s hopeless, I say. But what did you expect? Three square meals a day and a roof over your head. Well I’m going for a walk.

evening

Lot where the Old Faubion House used to be

A view (19)

watching the rain

A view (18)

watching the rain

knees on a train

the train to Sacramento

houseplants

plants of the house

Over a year

Hawthorne Bridge

court


falsa lectio

Martha’s Vineyard.

The rough brick wall bore in chalk the legend: ‘PROPERTY IS THEFT’; heedless, I read ‘PROPERTIUS IS DEFT’, which seemed a strange idea. Also, apropos of nothing:
He is a small, broad-shouldered man, with the thin, dead-looking fair hair, mild eyes, and bulging, over-heavy forehead of the German vegetarian intellectual. He wears sandals and an [...]

Interstices

summer day

midnight oil

not ashes yet, or cinders.

west


scrapes

‘As is’

he she we they you you you I her so pronouns begin the dance called washing whose name derives from an alchemical fact that after a small stillness there is a small stir after great stillness a great stir
– Anne Carson

markedly

Agfa Silette. Agfa Ultra 100, 3.4/30
8 May 2004

locus ille animi nostri stomachus ubi habitabat olim concalluit. privata modo et domestica nos delectent, miram securitatem videbis; cuius plurimae mehercule partes sunt in tuo reditu. nemo enim in terris est mihi tam consentientibus sensibus.1
– Cicero, ad Atticum, iv.18.2.15ff.
(emphasis mine)
Incidentally, does it worry anyone else that most [...]

cyclic

To move away from one thing is not necessarily to approach another, though this may be the unintended consequence; to move towards an object does not require departing from another – but this, too, often happens. Few can observe their impulses with perspicacity.

sunk

Beirette BL, Agfa Ultra 100, f2.8/60
14 April 2004

clouds


respite


continuity


Img. 4

Swan, Cherwell

Img. 3

college entrance

Vittoria Corombona


red

Geryon.

obscure

plain and little.

unfinished


The ‘Genius’


invidia


afoot

The night of the hottest day ever.

Curio (1)

Ivories, Ashmolean.

…What makes the man and what
The man within that makes:
Ask whom he serves or not
Serves and what side he takes….
– Gerard Manley Hopkins
(‘(On a Piece of Music)’)

Found Objects

England, 12 November, 7:24 a.m.

When I remember something I would rather forget, or when some unpleasant action or unwitting stupidity of mine forces its way forward into the present from the past, I think I don’t feel well. Oh happy past, which can so disorder the present.
A people that grows accustomed to sloppy writing is [...]

capital

capital

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